NO REASON

There’s no reason why you should be like this,
There’s no reason why you shouldn’t give me a kiss,
There’s no reason for you to be playing around,
There’s no reason for you to keep me hanging far away from the ground.
There’s no reason for me to not have a hope,
There’s no reason for you to not throw me a rope,
There’s no reason for you to be distant,
There’s no reason for you to deny me this instant.
There’s no reason why I shouldn’t care about you,
There’s no reason for us being so childish and you know it too,
There’s no reason why you should be afraid,
There’s no reason for you being restrained.
There’s no reason for me being sad, thinking about you makes me happy,how about that
There’s no reason for me to keep a distance from you, as
There’s no reason why you should do that too.

SERENITY

You’re just looking away,
When i try to make you stay.
You thought that it was just a play,
Just like an actor that is leaving the scene.
You really are like heroin,
I’m addicted to your taste,
I want you all,i’m not willing to waste.
You are like a butterfly,
So gracious, i don’t want you to die,
I don’t want you to fade,
You’re keeping me awake.
You’re my serenity,
I only wish you were yours as well,
I want you to be happy,
I’m not leaving you to dispel.
You are perfect the way you are,
Don’t change, just think about how lovely things are,
How lovely you make things be,
Thanks for beeing there for me.

NO HOPE

My body feels no pain
No connection between soul and brain
No tears coming down my cheek
I’m feeling like a freak.
Don’t stare while I drown in the cold water
Don’t try to help me when I’m going under
Don’t try to make me feel better
I’m as happy as a bad weather.
I’ve been better than this
I enjoyed my morning kiss
Now all this has gone away
Taken by you, when I needed you to stay.
I can’t see the light at the end
I can’t put a message in a bottle and then send
I want to disappear and hope that things will come around
But there’s no hope, I’m just lying here drowned.

MES BESOINS

Soudain j’ai besoin de respirer
Dans ce monde de poussière
Dans ce monde de misère
Je me sens glisser
Je dois me délivrer.
J’ai besoin d’un amour parfait
Je suis à terre a cause de toutes ces rejets
Je cherche du bonheur
J’ai besoin de guérir mon cœur.
J’ai besoin d’un nouveau départ
D’une nouvelle vie loin d’ici
J’ai besoin d’un écart
Qui peut me donner cette nouvelle vie?
Je te veux toi
Toi que je ne connais pas
L’inconnu me fait trembler
Mais il y a que toi qui me fais espérer.
J’ai besoin de moi
Car de moi je me suis éloigné
J’attends le moment de me retrouver
Et la, hélas, ma vie peut recommencer.

YOU REMIND ME

You remind me of a girl
I felt inlove with
She broke my heart
Now i’m dealing with it.
You remind me of a high-school drama
Teenagers playing along
People enjoying it
Then going back home.
You remind me of bad times
When i set down being sad
Smoking alot
And feeling so bad.
You remind me of how useless things are
You want to feel better
And you’ve done that
By using me so far.
You remind me of a fresh start,
Nothing compares.
This is where it starts
And this is where it ends.

THE DISEASE

It’s like nausea,
But in a way it feels better.
It’s like a disease,
That you need to feel inside.
It’s like butterflies,
When you’re feeling inlove
Afraid of the dirt
Hoping not to get hurt.
It’s like worms,
Crawling in your stomach;
You want them out
But you’d rather keep the feeling.
It’s like smoking a cigarette
When you know that’s bad
You enjoy the nicotine
Running in your blood.
That’s the feeling
That I’m stuck with.
It haunts me by day
Feeling relieved to lose it by night.
Hope that will keep me alive.

ANOMALII

Intregul corp mi-e
O bataie de inima
O smulgere de ritm
Un puls ce ma dezbina.
Un frison ce ma ingheata
Un frig ce ma cuprinde
Un tremurat continuu
Un sange albastru
Care ma pateaza.
As vrea sa plang
Dar nu mai am lacrimi
As vrea sa tip
Dar nu mai am glas
As vrea sa rad
Dar nu mai am motiv.
Ma-nchid in mine
Cum am facut de multe ori
Ma distrug incet
Fara un regret
Fara intrebari.

SFARSITUL

Un sicriu deschis
De culoare neagra,
Un fum des de tigara
Ce ma inneaca.
Ma duc spre el
Spre sicriu
Spre fum
Spre necunoscut.
Ma apropii incet
Blamand parca
O curiozitate exagerata.

Ajuns aproape,
Il ating
Dar nu indraznesc,
Inauntru sa privesc.
Ceva totusi
Ma impinge din spate
Vrea sa imi arate,
Vrea ca eu sa vad.
Un fior ce ma strabate
Ochii mei ce clipesc neincetat
Ma apropii
Ma uit,
Repede ma retrag.

Poti citi frica
Pe chipul meu desfigurat
Imi aprind o tigara
Vreau sa ma opresc din tremurat.
In sicriu eu ma aflam
Imaginea mea privindu-ma cu calm
Spunandu-mi parca
“Asta te asteapta”.

Ce imagine macabra
Ce frica neimaginabila
Cat pot fi de fricos
Incercand sa trag de viata
Dar cu ce rost?
Am vazut acum ce ma asteapta
De ce ma mai tem atat?
Odata si odata
Toti ajungem in pamant.

COSMARUL

Pauza
Stop
Ma opresc complet
Muschii se relaxeaza
Si respir incet.
Creierul mi-e gol
Viermi ce-l scormonesc de zor
Oprind orice gand,
Un fior,
Ce ma strapunge,
Corpul mi-l parcurge.
Genunchii-mi tremura usor
Rapid
Ma dor.
Cad pe pamant
Ma-ntind sa dorm
Nu pot
Ochii sa se-nchida nu vor.
Vreau sa tip
Dar gatul mi-e secat de vorbe
Incerc sa ma ridic
Dar corpul nu-mi raspunde.
Raman culcat
Sperand sa visez
Sa fie un cosmar
Sa ma trezesc in zori.
Cat de real e totul
Durerea ce ma parcurge,
Gematul ca nu-l pot smulge,
Gandul la care nu pot ajunge.
Un vultur imi da tarcoale
Asteptand sa mor oare,
Se aseaza langa mine,
Imi urmareste fiecare miscare.
Deodata soarele rasare
Ochii mi se limpezesc
Ma trezesc,
Soarele, a mea salvare.

INTREBARI

Un dus rece
Sa incep sa ma trezesc,
Sau o baie calda
Sa continui sa visez?
O realitate cruda
Dar care nu inseala,
Sau o viata roz
Dar care nu-i reala?
O iubire ce ramane
Ce ofera siguranta,
Sau ceva trecator
Ce sufletul ingheata?
Nimic nu e perfect,
Alegeri sunt nenumarate
Sa traiesti calcand morminte
Sau sa stai deoparte?
Sa te opresti?
Sa mergi mai departe?
Intrebari fara raspuns
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